| FOR ANYONE WHO STILL CONNECTED TO XANGA.... I'M COMING TO ALUMNI WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME KNOW IF YOU ARE COMING TOO. |
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| Men...this summer was full of wonderful surprises. I took a class the second part of the summer at a different campus. I got to know a whole new group of people. I was excited to mainly workout after class..but anyway I met a lady name Vanessa, we click right away and by the end of the semester I found out she is also christian . The best part was meeting a guy by the name of Juan Carlos, he goes to school and works at the wellness center. God really put on my heart to talk to him, and the next time I went to workout I talked to him and he was so receptive by the end of the conversation he accept my invitation to the college group and church. He was very involve in Drugs, alcohol and he has been clean for a couple of months. Last friday was his second time at the group and God has done a lot in him. I got him a bible and he likes the group a lot. However Satan is there and the struggle he is having is HUGE...Sunday he was suppose to come to church and he didn't but he called me saying he had done something he was not proud of and that he is a couple of steps back of the progress he had made..I could sense in his voice that he was ashamed of what he did and felt really bad about it. What he told me was that saturday he had a relaps...My heart is heavy for this guy soul...and his future...right now he wants to be alone and he hasn't replay to my phone calls...SO...yesterday I decided to go by his house and see if he was there..I went with my friend Ruben but no luck..he wasn't home. However I felt peace when we were leaving Juan Carlos House. PLEASE...I URGE YOU MY CLOSEST FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO KEEP JUAN CARLOS IN YOUR PRAYERS...HE NEEDS FOR GOD TO DELIVER HIM FROM THE ADDICTIONS AND OTHER STRONGHOLDS THAT ARE PULLING HIM DOWN..PLEASE BE PRAYING FOR HIM. Love you all... |
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| So.. I think the Light bolb is finally on...At least thats what I think my family has been praying for... My eyes have been open... My heart, mind and soul are ready to walk in obedience. After months of fitting everything in my life and try in different ways to "help" God change my life, I got some bruses; BUT in the middle of all this I feel peace. I've been praying for a new beginning... I'm taking some steps of obedience starting this week...I'm excited and scare at the same time. Sometimes this seems to good to be true but all I can do is believe and work out what God has put in me. For the first time I really feel at home at my church...and I feel I see things the way God wants me to see them. I know the road is not easy, it hasn't been, but I feel my eyes and soul now see a new Light....I think is part because of the people who keep me in their prayers and obviously God himself. I love the fact that God still interested in continuing the good work that he started in me. |
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| SO....After spending last weekend with my sister...I REALLY realize how hard is for those people who are single parents. Every time I go out with my little sister most people think she is my daugther..not that is a bad thing but a little weird. Taking care of her and on top all the other things that I have to do. I realize how hard it is to be a single parent. For those out there who where raise by a single parent. Hats off to them!!!! |
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| Thank you so much for all your prayers and support. My family is doing a lot better...When the Head of the House hears from God and is obedient blessings will come. The truth is that my dad has been seeking the Lord and the Lord has been speaking to him and all the confusion and all the little ugly things of ministry are clear out. Sometimes you just have to be Obedient even when you think your leadership is wrong because God sees your obedience and he will bless you. This is kind of were we are...Last weekend a guy that I haven't seen in a while came to the house and it was so good to connect with him and his wife. I was so...inspire and encourage by them it brought a lot of freedom. Today I feel that God's peace that surpasses all understanding is really evident. |
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